jasongoh

sudden urge to write something

2010-09-30T22:27:00.000+08:00

its been a long time ago

yet the memories are crystal clear

the times we spent together

were so fun and enjoyable

we played and laughed

we sang and we cried

but we just couldnt tell each other

the love we had in mind

i see in youe eyes a message

so similar to mine

theres always the urge to confess

but ill never find the right time

when will i ever stop waiting

i cant imagine losing you

when will i bring up my courage

to tell u simply that i love u

before its too late

2010-09-18T19:00:00.002+08:00

"wake me up when september ends"
so what if its september?

here am i, making something out of nothing at all

2010-07-19T02:31:00.001+08:00

http://sites.google.com/site/vul3a04snsd/home

2010-07-19T02:01:00.008+08:00

4 MINUTE

2010-07-02T00:27:00.002+08:00

Pace in army is slowing down, at last.

there is time for me to relax, to enjoy things that are happening around me.

hope that the last few months in army will end up being meaningful.

things i hope can happen;

1. class outing with teachers
2. watch theatre productions with bjdh
3. go and sing k with army friends

just being nostalgic

hc bdae celebration

2010-06-05T00:57:00.001+08:00

2010-05-31T09:49:00.002+08:00

hehe watched Shrek on saturday!

didnt want to watch at first, 'cause rachel said it was not a good movie last saturday

nevertheless, watched it with zg doug and hc=)

haha it was a very good movie in my opinion

i will give it 4.5 stars haha

i like the pipe piper(is that how u spell his name?)

with his cool flute

shrek and his tears

its been more than 3 years.

ever since we became friends in JC

till now we are still together

nearly every weekend we meet up

thank you for spending time with me

as fellow army boys, i think we understand each other

without you guys my army life is pitch black

i hope this friendship can last as long as i can remember

thank you=)

2010-05-29T01:16:00.002+08:00

having heat rash all over my body;
my chest, my stomach, my back, my arm, my thigh.
i also have foot rot and rash on my feet too.
blisters on my palm. cuts on both my palm and neck.
and a serious lack of sleep

Army has destroyed my physical well-being
exploited my fitness and strength
now i feel tattered and torn
like a piece of useless rag
as useless as how useless i think i am

2010-05-22T01:26:00.002+08:00

it has been 1 year and 5 months ever since i donned the green uniform

the end is near.

I can see a glimmer of light, shining persistently at the other end of this cold and dark tunnel

every step is definitely ONE step closer

but every step, is SERIOUSLY a painful one

i shall close my eyes, bite my lips and clench my fists

till i reach the other side

2010-05-15T14:05:00.002+08:00

its been brain-cleansing for 2 months

learnt lessons the hard way

its a painful procedure

but i am still happy

cause there are still ppl that brighten my day

thank u guys

2010-03-09T08:59:00.001+08:00

its been long since i posted something.

will be boarding the plane in 9hrs, destination India

for 2 wks i will be there

hopefully everything will run smooth and safe=)

i pray that god will love me and protect me

2010-01-23T11:02:00.001+08:00

back again as usual haha!

hope can watch The Spy Next Door tonight=)

2010-01-17T18:01:00.000+08:00

i hate to say, that i hate my life now

i hate every sunday evening

why do i have to do all these things

its so stressful

2009-12-29T12:06:00.002+08:00

it broke down.
and it was significant.
when something significant breaks down,
it no longer signifies anything.
and it translates to nothing.

2009-12-25T00:25:00.002+08:00

Today is a memorable day

24th of december 2009

exactly 1 year,
365.25 days ago

25th of december 2008

on these both days i went to the same place with absolutely no intention

sentosa palawan beach, crossed the bridge to the small island with two towers.

except for the company i had a year ago

why is it so coincidental? why am i treated like a fool?

yet i cant tell anyone about it. ppl will think i am crazy

ITS BEEN 1 YEAR. DONT BE STUBBORN, DONT BE STUPID.

i know. if i could, i would. i surely would

and, history will repeat again on the 31st of december 2009

when i will be going back to the same place i did on 31st december 2008

with the same ppl

why is it so coincidental

something is all out to take me down

hope that 2010 will be a fresh new year

2009-12-12T15:55:00.000+08:00

As Usual, i will go watch fireworks on new year night!

any one wanna go with me?

2009-12-12T15:50:00.000+08:00

Recently, i am on a movie frenzy

watch movies every now and then

ever since last sunday i watched three movies

Couples Retreat, New Moon, Storm Warriors

none is nice haha!

except for New Moon

the movie reminds me that, time flies so fast

its been one year since Twilight showed

and the memory of us watching Twilight at ehub is still so vivid and stong in my mind

Storm Warriors is too much. haha

couples retreat is boring and horny lol

2009-11-27T09:58:00.002+08:00

after watching so many sci-fi, computer generated graphics movies

at last, we watch hua mulan

and i love the movie! u know why?

cause in the show, there is a scene of the male lead cutting his wrist

to hydrate the female lead with his blood

haha

reminds me of those days

2009-11-09T15:47:00.005+08:00

Went to Pulau Ubin!

2009-11-01T00:12:00.002+08:00

rest in peace, auntie

i will always love u
and remember the sacrifices and love u showered me

2009-10-25T18:56:00.003+08:00

will we cease to exist on the 21st of December 2012?

hopefully not.

s201, lets go watch it on 14th november

2009-10-18T20:31:00.002+08:00

after so many things happen recently,
i learn to appreciate my parents more.

time and tide waits for no man,
my mom and dad are all aging.
i love them to be always healthy and cheerful=)

coupled with the hardship that i undergo in army
and having some untied knots between 'us'
i find that, living happily is very difficult

but i will always remember a song
that my mom wrote when i was young

she will sing it to me when i am going to sleep,

" boys must be brave, boys must be brave,
there are many things in life, u have to face,
as ur growing years, ur parents will age,
so muster up your courage, and go on the road again"

i just wanna tell u two;

Thank You

2009-10-04T01:25:00.008+08:00

Part 1

Hakim was an average student in school. He participated actively in activities in school, just to open himself up and gain more self-confidence, and it really worked .Though having done quite well in his exams, he graduated with a heavy heart; he was going to go on a pilgrimage with his peers for 22 months, away from the Afgan city's hustle and bustle.
However, Hakim didnt moan and sulk for the remaining 2 months he had after his exams. He made an effort to catch up with all his friends, spend time with his parents, as well as have fun.
He was very close to his class, and he often went out with them. little does he know that this little amount of free time he had will develop into something he will never forget.
It all started one day, where the class went to the garden by the sea, to have a sumptous meal together. It was practically free-flow of dessert and meat waiting to be cooked. everyone had a great time eating and talking about the fun times they had in classes. the Afgan sunset graced the event, where they ate to our fullest, till the late night. While thinking about where to go after eating, Suraini(Hakim's classmate) suggested that they all stay over at her house. It was a great idea, since everyone didnt want to go seperate ways yet. Thus, they took a walk down the mud paths through the rubber plantations, till they reached the plateau where we climbed 13 steps up to her home.
"Suraini, serve your guests Naan and hot water. keep your volume down, Amir Jan has slept soundly", whispered Suraini's mother, who was still clearing the left-over dishes from dinner. They sat on the wooden floor, and started playing Afgan traditional games, while some sang Afgan contemporary tunes, trying their best to keep their emotions down to avoid becoming a nuisance.
Having ate alot from our dinner, Hakim excused himself to the corner of the room, resting his left arm on a make-shift couch. He was in a comfotable position, but as he was about to close his eyes, Suraini came to his side. She started to talk, and they had a great conversation. Both were talking about fun places that we had gone before, nice food, and the little time he have to spend with them. There were moments when they didnt talk, and she would just look at Hakim, straight into his eyes. at first he felt awkward, but her warmth and friendliness overwhelmed him. He was eager to make sure that they meet up again soon, so he asked her out for a date the following tuesday. "Suraini, will you come with me on tuesday? I will bring you around the village's most beautiful places, and we can chat till night fall and sun rise. i will also cook my best dishes for you!", said Hakim. Suraini hesitated at first, saying that she was worried it would set tongues wagging. but after little persuation, she agreed to meet. Hakim was estatic. She was a wonderful young lady who had the sweetest smile. Hakim couldnt wait for that day to come.
for the next few days, Hakim tried to borrow a motorcycle, but no one in the village dared to lend it to a 16 year old boy, who wore large-framed glasses and straight-cut pants up till his shin level. Hakim had to make do with a bicycle. For that much awaited date, Hakim started training his leg muscles and muscle resistance to be able to ride her around. Suraini, on the other side, was also nervous of her first date with Hakim. "which blouse should i wear? shall i wear a hijab?"
were the questions swirling around Suraini's head.
Soon, the day was here. Hakim was all ready, right below the plateau that Suraini lived. Suraini came down, and stopped by him, staring at the two-wheeled vehicle. From her eyes, Hakim can tell that she was worried, that she might fall, or that they might meet up with accidents on the way, since pillion-riding through the harsh terrain was quite dangerous. But Hakim assured her by displaying his great sense of balance and speed. cycling through the berry plantations, the sweet scent allured our attention, and the cool wind was comfortable for the sweaty Hakim and Suraini who was tugging closely to Hakim's back. Her hair was blown neatly to the back, while she grabbed Hakim harder everytime he bumped on the road. Hakim was enjoying every moment, which was passing so fast. they went to the famous merry-go-round, the durian plantations, as well as a beautiful lake beside a park. Suraini sang for Hakim, and he gave him massage throughout the ride, feeling guilty to make Hakim do all the job. before he knew it, he had rode all the way back to her house. Suraini's mother was very worried, standing by thee plateau, watching as he let Suraini alight. With no more then a goodbye and a thanks, Suraini was running back home, trying to soothe the anger of her parents. Hakim rode back slowly, with his thighs in pain, but feeling that its all worth it. that night, Hakim slept so soundly. He promised he never forget that day. A promise that he will later regret making, a promise so difficult to break.

(to be continued)

(Part of a story read from an Afgan storybook, re-vamped by me)

2009-08-29T13:12:00.000+08:00

in case there's anyone trying to contact me,

u may not be able to, for the next month

at somewhere faraway i will be

in the northern west of Taiwan

i wont be calling back, i wont be free

i will be slogging away under the hot sun

but i will come back in one piece

i promise, my dear ones

2009-08-29T13:00:00.000+08:00

today i celebrate my 200th post haha

watched The Final Destination with rachel huacai zhiguan yesterday night

having watched the previous episodes, i thought the 4th one will be similiar

but i was WRONG

it was much more gory, scary and disgusting

but i wont deny that it was super exciting and breathe-taking haha

watched the 3D one summo leh! lolx the blood and gory stuff was like being thrown onto our faces, smack on us

sometimes, i was covering my eyes with my cap LOL

and unfortunately, rachel was very traumatised by the 3D thingy

Morale of the movie: "life is precious, u only get to live once"

2nd morale of the movie: "check the ticket price before going to the cinema"
(the freaking ticket cost 13 bucks!)

nevertheless, it was a enjoyable experience=)

at least i didnt throw up my Carl's Jr meal

2009-08-23T00:29:00.002+08:00

yay today dinner was superb! love my double up chicken haha=)
waited for a short while outside astons for a table for 9
had a cup of rootbeer too

after tat we went to pool haha
today super tyco, can one shot get 3 balls in

come to think of it, i really enjoyed myself today
even went to arcade to play some games, including the game whereby we spot the difference between two photos(my fav)

cant wait to see these guys again after my overseas stint

RnR!!!!

2009-08-10T15:28:00.000+08:00

I always love to see fireworks. squeezing thru the crowd, enduring the heat and sweat, waiting for hours for the show, never puts me down. haha!

i loved this years fireworks display. Especially the last explosion, which came after a long pause in the show. many were about to leave, but experience tells me there might be more behind lol

took our time to stroll along clark quay area till we reached the MRT, and we took the train to douby ghaut to watch G.I Joe

girls didnt like tat movie lolx

went to rachels hse via NightRider haha
and we played the game called "jungle speed"
and josephine hit my face with the game tool!
haha

glad that most ppl came for the outing=)

all the best to the girls tat are starting school next wk

2009-08-02T19:04:00.000+08:00

yesterday was a day i tried to relive my jc days

playing boardgames, (attempting to)play basketball and vampirism, play lan, eat dinner

haha

learnt how to play axis and allies too!

when we went to tampines 1 food court for dinner, it was very packed.
just as we found 2 tables together that can sit 8 ppl, we 5 ppl sit down
then we sit in a strategic position such tat we can occupy both tables haha!
we put our bags on the empty seats too
come to think of it, we were quite idiotic lolx
ppl walking past us, waiting for our seats were saying things under their breathe
and we heard some ppl cursing us haha!
so funny. we occupied the cleared table in the end with 2 cups of chendol. and we sat there and chat.
while many ppl were waiting for our seats haha

ok 07s201 ppl! Next wk sunday will be 4.30pm outside starbucks in raffles city at the entrance of city hall mrt station
going to eat first, then we go watch fireworks, then late night movie.
hope everyone can make it ok!

booking in le. bb!

2009-07-26T00:43:00.002+08:00

watched this movie, i forgot the title, it was horrible!

so much gun firing, bank robbing, running here, shooting there...
no storyline(or maybe i don understand the story)
the only thing i remember is that it starred johnny depp
wasted my 8 bucks lol

but we had great time lanning together=)

and huacai just ended his hell week. congrats

2009-07-20T14:02:00.001+08:00

booked out again on sunday morning, after a super hectic saturday of non-stop life firing. after coming back home, i caught fever, and went to the polyclinic. surprisingly, the doctor gave me 5 days mc. this means that i wont be going back camp this week.

2009-07-12T19:46:00.001+08:00

booked out from camp today morning 7am
after more than 24hrs of live firing, we finally came back to camp
holding the appointment of Vehicle oic is definitely a challenge

after coming back home and taking a nap, went to Tampines 1 to look for a top
and i saw her, again
but i still lack the courage to call her.
but when i found the courage to call her, she was already gone and i couldnt find her
life is full of coincidences.

2009-06-28T14:23:00.003+08:00

class outing=)

quite a success!

12 ppl went.

haha we went to watch transformers first at ehub cinema. AND i left the cinema at the highest climax to go toilet. HAIX
and i missed optimus prime killing that strongest decepticon(wrong spelling isit?)
despite some less-than-useful scenes, i give 4 stars
all thanks to megan fox haha

after which, we went to fish and co express for dinner. josephine was, as usual, hilarious. btw, the durian thingy i said was real. so was the majong tattoo too. just that i cant explain these stuffs online. HAHA

then we went to rachel hse to play majong overnight haha. miss those days of hardcore majong. although i stopped after a few rounds lolx

thanks ppl for turning up!

ppl=shuli, douglas, zhiguan, huacai, jon, edwin, wilson, rachel, josephine, jana, miaoying

2009-06-21T16:37:00.002+08:00

booked out late yesterday(saturday), and i rushed home to change, and met up with jasmine yongsheng and cheryl=)
went to kfc, talked alot of crap, and i told them a story.
haha although the outing was simple, it was fun too!
we sent cheryl to her bus stop, and we entertained her( and the ppl in the bus stop) with our oh-so-beautiful voices lolx
thanks for the break man. army life sux.

love ya guys!
hope everyone can make it the next time=)

2009-06-14T18:06:00.003+08:00

strong tug on the nylon string
fluttering sideways in the true-blue sky
in the wind it starts to sink
with no worries that it will die

running in the lalang fields
holding strong to my line
enjoying the cool breeze
hoping for it to fly high

with a slight entanglement to a branch
it snapped in no time
i stood there feeling stunned
looking frantically for its sign

i closed my eyes
and prayed to god
where should i start to find
where has my kite gone?

2009-05-24T10:24:00.000+08:00

woo adam lambert is cool man.(although he is wierd)

2009-05-22T15:58:00.002+08:00

the time u let me carry your bag at the cross junction near clark quay
the time when u started coughing due to dinner at pepper lunch express
the time where u wore a scarf around your neck to protect your throat

the time u sat on my car, winding thru the beaches and city
the time u slept on my back, enjoying the man-made breeze
the time we caught our first movie

the time fireworks signified the end of time
the time your hand was in mine
the time we baked ourselves in the evening sunshine

it was a pity that the kite never flew
and it was still an empty kite

2009-05-21T23:36:00.002+08:00

hehe went out with SL to go look of mother's present.
went to funan, parkway, bugis, raffles city, NLB, Ilumna Mall and fatefully, citylink mall
window-shopping quite fun huh
falling down from 14 stories high, exciting
too bad didnt die
LOL

2009-04-12T15:09:00.008+08:00

hi! haha next wk is field camp wk, gonna go into jungles, bash my way thru, shoot live rounds

hope next wk will wizz by very FAST haha

went out with Jasmine, Siewli, Yongsheng, Tinjun yesterday to have dinner and celebrate YS bdae early

happy Birthday to Yong Sheng!

2009-03-23T06:19:00.001+08:00

going to my new unit somewhere in joo koon! bye everyone, cya in 1 wks time=)

2009-03-21T00:16:00.004+08:00

Went to sing K with my army buddies today! LOL

we went to a KTV in chinatown which charges only 10 bucks from 2-7pm, free flow of drinks and a bowl of shark's fin! haha summo the songs are updated de lo

afterwhich i met up with jasmine and siew li for dinner=)

ok we talked and took pictures more than we ate haha

btw i posted to SISPEC! school of infantry specialist=)

2009-03-18T20:37:00.004+08:00

Block leave after my POP! cool man haha

24km route march before my Passing Out Parade really kills the mood lolx

but it felt realli fun to be taking pictures with your platoon mates as well as sergents and sirs

at that ends my journey in tekong, my favorite island=)

(cant say much about my training due to classified information of the SAF, will kenna charge de!)

after my POP on wednesday, i went back to ATS on thursday for rehearsals lol

participated in a children's performance, my character is a cute butterfly!

afterwhich, went out with Yankee platoon 2 section 1 for dinner at Fish and Co!

super fun and funny haha.. we contemplated between International buffet and fish and Co, but in the end we choose the latter because majority had craving for fish lolx

there is this waitress in Fish and Co, who is quite cute, and tim kept talking to her haha!

after the meal we were given sweets, while tim was in the toilet

then we tell tim that the waitress specially gave her the sweet haha!

he was happy, and he approach the waitress to thank her LOL!!

i laughed like siao man.. especially when the waitress said "huh? i gave everyone the sweet."

after the meal ended i made fun of tim by asking her to take a picture with me, and her reply was "huh? wat? why? ok.." after i took the photo, i deleted it in front of them HAHA
fun day man!

performed on friday at a random empty space with shelter haha=)

u know, it felt so meaningful, to be teaching kindergarten kids chinese the fun way

to see kids having fun, enjoying themselves.. haha! so fun!

had an 'encore' performance at botanical gardens on sunday, in a random classroom at the other end of the garden=)

due to the rain, we had very few audience, but it allowed us to have more interaction with the kids and parents too haha

wierd costume huh!

haha

2009-03-07T00:52:00.002+08:00

Today is my result day, result, result
today is my result day, result result day

went to sch to receive my results, talked to my tutors and went out with my class peeps lolx
early book out is so shuang!

next wk will be my last week in TEKONG, before i pass out from BMT and wait for my next posting=)

all the best to all my friends who just received their results! most important thing now is to choose the right course that suits u the best. although me myself also not sure of wat i want to study

POP LO!

2009-02-06T11:37:00.002+08:00

Blisters all over my leg!
aches all over my body!

haha

but it was quite an experience=)

it will only be a one day break before i book in again tml

cya!

2009-01-27T17:59:00.001+08:00

back to army... soon!
it will be another 2 wks in tekong...
gonna miss my family and friends haha

till then.. cya!

2009-01-25T18:52:00.002+08:00

Met up with siewli and yongsheng yesterday, where we shopped for Sab's birthday present, and we had a long chat at macdonalds
its great to meet up with them, fun to tok to them=)
although they laughed at my botak head haha
its realli a wonderful feeling.. its been nearly one year, but we 3 are still strongly bonded together..
and i believe we will meet up again soon!

i realli hope to see my classmates before i go back to tekong..

but i am tired.. tired of organizing..

maybe i am lazy.. or maybe i am being sensitive..

why am i always the one expected to do the shit?

even when i just came back from NS

2009-01-24T13:16:00.002+08:00

back from TEKONG!
gonna celebrate CNY soon=)

guys, its really very cool and comfortable to cut botak
when the tekong wind blows, u feel it on ur scalp
when u bathe, don need shampoo
when u look into the mirror, u spend less time seeing yourself

haha!

SAF don allow us to say things about NS man
shit
got lots to say

anyway, hope to c all my friends before i go in again
=)

2009-01-08T21:11:00.003+08:00

At last, there's a conclusion.
Its been a tired journey
there were so much uncertainties

although it wasnt a happy ending
at least, it was an ending
it left me hurt so much
i find my self a crazy man
to still be able to hide my emotions
i am a SUPERMAN!

at least, now i can enlist with a peace of mind
and i do not need to make guesses anymore
there is already a conclusion
a 2nd conclusion
i choose to believe that it will be final

nevertheless, i pray that god willl love her
since i once loved her too
and i am glad that, at least, we are still good friends
=)

2009-01-08T21:05:00.003+08:00

Tml i will be enlisting already.

thanks to my 07s201, bjdh and 07s24 peeps who made december a wonderful month for me lol

time for me to enjoy a new start=)

all the best guys! and cya soon too!

hope i can make lots of friends in NS lol

2009-01-05T23:55:00.003+08:00

I have New Year Resolutions=)

First, i want to be more humble. haha.. its been my new year resolution for the past 3 years le. still improving on it lol

Second, i want to be less sensitive. its a new resolution. i know i am too sensitive le, and i need to change it. will work hard on it de.

hope everything will turn out well in NS=)

就, 顺其自然, 吧

2009-01-05T00:13:00.002+08:00

went to pasir ris mrt station to meet yz in the evening today
then, we made our way to downtown east, where yz going to have her chalet soon
while she went to look for her chalet in the downtown east area, i saw shuli outside!
didnt tok much with him, i guess he was busy and he hurried away.
he is blooming with happiness, from what i see. haha. jia you ba shuli.

we spent 2hrs together at the beach, and she left for her chalet bbq.
its really a heavy sigh of relief, after so many days of turmoil and confusion.
i am glad that things turned out fine.
initially before i was about to meet her, my heart was thumping very badly that it hurts lol
i was so worried about possible negativities that may be brought up.
but luckily, everything turned out fine. i worried for nothing. haha

realli hope to cya guys more these days, i will be enlisting on 9th! and thats like 5 days more.
i hope to spend 6th with my classmates, 7th with someone special, 8th with my family. can we?
and 9th i will be gone. Suddenly i hope that NS didnt exist. why is time so unfair? I want u so badly. anyway, after i go in, u all must take care k. and i am refering to my 07s201, 07s24, CCS, and drama friends. i will miss ya lots haha. thats all folks. tml will be NS shopping day

2009-01-02T16:38:00.003+08:00

收拾好舊時光的傷口
投靠了陌生的河流
時間往前衝
沖散了你和我
沖散心跳脈搏
回憶寄放窗口

粉刷好舊屋簷的巷口
掩埋了淚眼的斑駁
在轉角之後
扣上故事門鎖
請你張開雙手
讓我死在懷中

握你的左手
散落在我手中的是溫柔
曾經給你太多傷心過
過後總會寬闊

握你的溫柔
散落在我心中的是錯過
我需要寂寞
來撫摸
雨季中百花凋落過後的沉默

握你的左手
散落在我手中的是溫柔
曾經給你太多
傷心過
過後總會寬闊

握你的溫柔
散落在我心中的是錯過
我需要寂寞
來撫摸
雨季中百花凋落過後的沉默

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if i am not wrong, it is an indie band from Taiwan
my blog song is by them too

2009-01-01T20:41:00.001+08:00

suddenly feeling so bored

the '2009' mood is trying to reformat my brain

haha

btw, i have a godsister le!

haha. glad that she is also a pig.

2009-01-01T08:08:00.005+08:00

u are throwing at me, piles of uncertainties

we seem to be not exactly practicing

the decisions that we once preached

wonder if you were that sensitive,

fully aware of the unexpected things

that occured between you and me

it isnt as simple as it seems

my mind is swirling every minute

whenever u fill up my mental cavity

in this fateful december 08.

no way, no more, no limits

oh god find me a reason

to loose grip, of my feelings

going on has became very tiring

all i ask for, is to let me protect u

as long as u are happy.

for i will be bring out that smile

which i kept for a while

to welcome every new day that i spend with you

Title: December 08

written for my best friend. hope he feels better soon. jia you k!

2009-01-01T07:46:00.002+08:00

early in the morning of 1st january 2009

i have the urge to blog about my last night with 2008

met up with the ppl at bugis junction at around 4 something, dinner was quite good at lao pa sat, and we made our way to marina barrage at around 7.30pm
since we didnt take the shuttle bus, we walked from the mrt to the barrage, and we reached the barrage at around 8.30pm
found a good area, and we started to sit around on the open field on top of the barrage

played truth or dare all the way tiill we reached the last minute of the year

fireworks has always been my highlight
beautiful and unblocked view of the blooming flowers of the night sky
i start to recall some stuffs which made me a little emotional inside

nonetheless, the accompany of friends will dilute my thoughts
soon, i was back to the usual me. hope no one saw any difference.
and it realli feels good to have close friends
to feel concern, to enjoy each other's presence

walking back from the barrage, we took the train from marina bay to simei, where we stayed overnight at yz's hse. i learned a new game called Hearts! cool game man. it was all about the Lao Zha Bo and the 13 broken pieces of hearts. wierd way of describing the game lol

went home at around 6.15 =)

our class guys are realli gung-ho
can u believe that we are meeting up again 10hrs after we left each other early this morning? haha

hope we can go out more often this way k haha

HAPPY 2009

2008-12-31T12:00:00.002+08:00

today is the last day of 2008

i want to put up something on my blog today

i want to treasure my favorite year

2008 is a special year for me

i did so many wonderful things

i was in a chinese drama public performance

i took part in national drama competition

i took my a levels

i found so many good frens in class and cca

i thank god for letting me enter mjc

if not, none of such things might have happened

2007 might have been a more interesting year

but 2008 is an unforgettable one

cause 2009 will be a stupid one
haha

i'll be spending the next two years in ns

i hope it will turn out fun and useful as well

god sometimes seem to be mean, to take away stuffs when u are just starting to enjoy them

but u will never know

god has ur back

its wierd to be unwilling to let the year pass

as if i had the ability to stop time

but life's like tat

we have to be open to changes

today, i want to treasure my feelings

i want to remember my last day in 2008

and i can remind myself in future

when i am slogging away for the sake of money

that i ever had a wonderful time

and thats really enough

fireworks is my favorite way to step into the new year

hope our class gathering later will be fun

adios 2008!

2008-12-31T00:46:00.002+08:00

it barely started. and we reached the end.

for i will do everything i can do to keep a good friend.

i hope u understand.

and, thanks for letting me hold your hand.

to say goodbye become so hard to pretend.

but i've learnt to do so, all for the sake of you

till i get over it, i long to see you soon

by then, we can comb the streets like before

and chat on the phone over the night

with no holds barred, no feelings to show

just plain friendship

2008-12-15T11:14:00.002+08:00

Went to support TinJun in his TheatreSport Competition on friday=)

met up with siewli, yongsheng, Cheryl, to watch the competition. Liu laoshi also there!
Tinjun was great, especially in his last item which caused his team to attain the champions.
however, the emcee blurblur de.. which made the show very draggy, and little boring haha

went orchard to walk-walk yesterday. walked from 4pm to 9pm lolx. Cant find STAGE Hyaline of the world! but nvm, its still fun=) realli enjoy walking without destination, just to window shop and look around. haha

today is a day that i will lock myself at home. been going out nearly everyday for the past few weeks, today i will rest. Douglas is enlisting today, really hope that he will enjoy himself.

2008-12-11T23:46:00.002+08:00

yo yesterday night went to meet up with my BJDH friends!!

its been long time since i saw these peeps together, so rare man=)

actually i was supposed to be not able to make it for the meeting, but in the end i found some time to join them later in the night. too bad it was stil got complete, only 7 ppl made it. our dear oscar wasnt there. i would feel bad to be assuming that he is busy painting lol. inside joke.

took some funny photos. i post those that i am inside k? haha

haiz blogspot got photo prob man.. cant upload.

next time then i upload ba.

till then..... cya!

2008-12-10T10:58:00.002+08:00

yesterday was fun. cycled alot, tok alot, watch alot, laugh alot.

haha don say too much. but i have the habit of blogging the fun i had.

TSC sounds like a fun club to join. too bad its a girls-only club. unless they include female elements into it haha

2008-12-07T15:39:00.002+08:00

Fruit Tart Day!

Met the peeps at East Point NTUC and we went shopping for fruits, flour, butter and eggs.
When all ingredients are bought, we proceed to YZ hse to make the Tarts=)

First we started preparing the mustard, where ZG have to stand beside the pot for a long time to stir the mixture in the pot while its cooking
HC was busy cutting and preparing the longans,kiwi and mango
CY melting the butter
Me washing plates(lol nothing else to do)

Then it came to the fun part, HC and me started to prepare the dough needed for the crust.
Everything was placed into the fridge to cool, and we started to play some majong lol

after around 45mins, we stopped majong and started to place the dough into the mould. we baked the crust and placed the custard into the crust, adding fruits on the top. SL and YZ did the agar agar and we added it on top of the almost-ready tarts. and the last step will be to place it into the fridge to cool it!

went to the living room to watch Alien Vs Predator. watched it soo many times, but still nice lol
SOON, the tarts were ready to eat!

Its realli the nicest pastry i have ever done in my life. its crisp, but doesnt fall apart easily. its sweetness is just nice. together with the fruits and agar agar, its HEAVENLY.

tarts alone are not going to satisfy our stomachs, hence we went down for dinner before going home. making tarts are realli fun. =)

2008-12-05T23:39:00.003+08:00

Wooooo! Went out with 07s201 ppl to Seoul Garden to have SUPER dinner haha

Met at bedok Mrt Platform and we made our way to orchard Taka, then we realise Taka's Seoul Garden is fully booked=(

We then took a bus to Marina Square's Seoul Garden Outlet, since its the nearest branch.
Douglas will meet us at Marina, so me and edwin went to find Douglas when we reach the place. Through the phone Douglas told me that he is at 7eleven and starbucks, so me and edwin went all around the mall to find him, since there are 2 starbucks in marina square. BUT we cant find him for goodness sake! he says he is in toilet near a bank, and we went into the toilet to find him but he is not in there! that REALLI freaked me and edwin out. i even shouted his name in the guys toilet. ppl using the urinals turned back to stare at me lol
THEN, douglas picked up my call AT LAST. and he says he is at basement. THAT even freaked me and Edwin MORE! cause, marina square dont have Basement! LOL
and Guess wat? Douglas was actually at citylink mall. hahaha
Douglas realli dont know Marina Square.

The Dinner at Seoul Garden was SUPERB! haha all the chicken and beef and soup and LALA is BAGUS! free flow of drinks and ICE CREAM was also very shuang. we at from 5pm to 9pm, and left the restaurant.

We decided to go YZ hse to have overnight Majong session and play games after the dinner. The MRT trip to Simei could have been quite uneventful, chatting and laughing. But it wasnt.
while everyone was standing near the entrance of the mrt cabin, chatting and discussing wat we are going to do later, i noticed YZ toking to Douglas. YZ was asking him some random questions which i didnt exactly hear. but i noticed douglas' reply was wierd. he never reply's like tat. when i looked at his face, his lips was white, near purple. i knew something was wrong. As i walked over to him, he suddenly went very wobbly and fall towards me. I immediately grabbed him. I could feel that he was knocked out, very heavy. he had fainted in my arms. i guess all of us were stunned. I believe his poor blood circulation had caused his faint. went we reached simei mrt, he felt better already, and we let him drink some water while we walked to YZ hse.

Soon he was feeling fine, playing monopoly liao haha
as they played majong, me YZ and MY started to sing Karaoke lol. YZ has all the oldies ktv songs which i like alot haha, and we sang like siao. I realise that i have a similar taste of songs with YZ's mother in songs haha. Miao Ying's voice was quite nice=) Too bad YZ dont want to sing to the microphone. but when she sat beside me singing, i can hear her voice. Its a pity that she dont know she has a NICE voice which i like alot. haha lets go to KBox oneday!

when it started to be late, we quieten down cause we seem to be disturbing YZ's sister's sleep. We sang until we were very tired, and i started to cool down in a corner of YZ's hse. since i didnt like to play monopoly, i didnt join them, and started to stone. toked to YZ about many stuffs, very fun haha. after taking a short nap, i had to leave earlier to go home to help my dad open his stall.

Realii hope we guys can come out again to have great dinners in great locations! and overnight majong too haha. very fun=)

btw guys, can we give a name to our gang?
Jason, Shuli, Douglas, Huacai, Zhiguan, Yingzhen, Edwin, asher rachel miaoying
and the others who went out lesss with us.

Lets call ourselves........ WAT? cant think of a name!
guys pls give some ideas on my tagboard pls

maybe..... ShiSanYao? cause we like majong so much?

2008-11-27T00:28:00.005+08:00

hello everyone! Class chalet's over for some time, here to write about it

Its been very fun playing majong in the chalet, buying food for bbq, and especially, the NIGHT cycling!

Many things happened during the chalet, ESPECIALLY during the night cycling. totally STUNNED me.

going to elaborate later, now i will show pictures.

The Night cycling trip we had was a nightmare. All the worst things happened. all the things which i pray not to happen, occurred.

Firstly, Someone was knocked down by a taxi. LUCKILY, he was unscratched, since the taxi slowed down and it didnt run over his bike and crush his leg. I am disappointed that the person i trusted the most to be safe during the trip, was so reckless.

Secondly, Josephine punctured her back tyre. Its not her fault actually, since it was a random piece of deformed metal ring that pierced her tyre. The worst thing is that it happened when we were the furthest away from chalet, near Vivo. Edwin tried to cycle her bike, but when alvin took over, it broke down at last. Josephine called her dad at 4something in the night to pick her up from town.

Thirdly, We couldnt find Marina Barrage, which was the highlight of the trip. SAD

Forthly, we couldnt find our way in certain areas for a short while. But we still found the way after some time.

OK this is the most terrible cycling event i ever had. But that doesnt mean that i didnt enjoy it. In Fact, i find this trip a valuable one. i experienced the worst case senarios of night cycling all in one night. except that HE escaped the car accident unscratched. its fun to cycle with our class ppl, since they are one bunch of ppl who are very Gung-Ho and will never give up.

That Night, we cycled 50.6km, passing thru vivo and city area.

Well Done Jason,Shuli, Douglas, HuaCai, ZhiGuan, Edwin, Johnathan, Kennison, Josephine, Chengyoke and Alvin

2008-11-21T14:21:00.004+08:00

At Compass Point outside

Singapore Orchid Country Club outside

Beside Seletar Airport

Ate lunch at 'Ten Mile Junction' in Bukit Batok

Wa reach Singapore Polytechnic

Reach Bukit Batok Park liao

Hau Pa Villa.. is that how u spell it?

MOE headquarters at Buona Vista. thought of burning this place down lolx

Dead Tired LOL

Opposite Tanglin Mall in Orchard.. i look restless

Last photo and we chionged home. cycled 13 hrs and covered around 85 km around Singapore.

2008-11-15T23:30:00.002+08:00

HUH? WAT HAPPEN? 2 weeks wizzed past like nobody's business MAN!

Whats left for me is Physics paper 1, class chalet and a 2year long holidays in an offshore island starting on 9th january. and TIME is realli running out. I know that once i put on my No.4, shave my head bald, i will be making new friends(and foes). but why so soon?

2008-11-04T20:47:00.001+08:00

4 papers DONE

GP essay was do-able, paper 2 was quite CHIM

Physics paper 3 was a breeze, Maths paper 1 was a SHOCK

all the way JASON!

2008-11-02T20:03:00.001+08:00

yahooo!! A levels tml liao=) 15 more days and i am free!

2008-10-12T01:45:00.002+08:00

This test is fun! lol i am trying out all the combinations to see if i can get a '10 out of 10' girls fall in love with me! haha

Yes 64%
No 26%

walao who want to be america's president now man.. especially when got potential economic recession coming from america lol

Today is the Last day we are going to experience School Life

2008-10-10T22:23:00.005+08:00

I realli didnt expect today to be such a fun day.

In the morning, we had a farewell ceremony in the hall, where we realli enjoyed ourselves!
they started out with a song item by Ms Karen Ng and another mo-mo- teacher that i dont know, which was ok, but i like the second song by another teacher, she realli has a beautiful voice! i always tot Ms Karen will "Own" with her singing, but i guess there's another teacher who can sing better than her!

After the songs was videos prepared by the various Science and Maths departments. My favorite, which i guess was also my class' favorite, was the rap sung by the Maths department. Mrs Low, Mr Tee, Mr Patrick was so funny la! The rap was also very interesting, where Mr Tee had one line saying 'Computer always sabo me, how i wish i can use OHP' and its like.. so true la!
haha then Mrs Low wore a cool dark glasses and she sang the rap lol so funny. one of the tutor told them to use the rapping hand signal, then Mrs Low did it like she was chasing houseflies away LOL
then it was followed by a speech by Ms Ester Lai, and she announced that Mr Tee was going to retire. The mood was instantly brought down, but after all the standing ovations we gave to him and his funny antics, we started laughing again. chieeeaaanarallly, i wish Mr Tee all the best in his future endeavours ahhh.
after the whole ceremony ended, i took pictures with Rosalind and Kang Ling lol they so cute. i brought my chemistry tys to ask her question then she ask me to pose with the tys to show how hardworking i am lol

During the CT time, Rosalind gave us Chocolates and a farewell gift=) THANKS its really so sweet. just like Hui Mein and Kang Ling who gave us Cards with their parting words for us=)
Mr Max leh, he told each and everyone of us the impression we give him. HE SAY ME LAZY! well its sometimes true, but i can be a very hardworking person too. but then he say that i had good interpersonal skills(something like tat i cant realli remember) and i was happy to here that(at least got a good thing ma)

After the sharing session ended, i asked Mr Max a question which i tot of for quite a long time, and that is "who do u think in our class will get married first?" after some thinking Max says he feel that Asher, Nicholas and Douglas will get married first! wonderful, i had the same sentiments before i asked the question=)

After Max told us about his relationship with his ex students, i cant wait for A levels to finish where we can realli hang out with all our teachers=)

school ended early, and we went to zhi guan hse there to play basketball. got Me shuli douglas huacai zhiguan edwin yingzhen johnathan wilson szechun as well as zhiguan's brother who played awhile only. we played for like.. 5hrs+? inclusive of Vampirism in the cc area haha.
then mr max met us on the basketball court on his way home, ask us dont bully yingzhen lol

went for a short dinner at a nearby coffeeshop and we left for home, tired but happy=)

oh ya and thanks to siewli for the present, i think it suits me alot man! haha i am touched actually, since i didnt expect anyone to give me one. ;)
and also thanks to keechen and aikho who invited me to take a photo with them, its a great feeling dunno how to say, u two have been realli great friends!

today was a wonderful end to our JC life. and now its left with the last lap before we cross the finishing line. hope everyone in 07s201 and CCDC will enjoy the A level experience, then we after that can have FUN together like SIAO. Adios.......

2008-09-30T16:36:00.002+08:00

TO ALL JAY CHOU FANS, HIS NEW ALBUM HAS LEAKED ONTO THE NET!
not encouraging anybody to support piracy, but u can listen to one song and it may help u decide if u want to buy his album or not. otherwise, this can satisfy your curiosity too=)

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7a5cnBGL1bs

2008-09-16T20:18:00.002+08:00

I'm left with two more papers to go, chemistry and physics paper 1, and prelims over!
but there's actually not much time to relax, cause the REAL thing is just around the corner.
Its quite scary u know, since i am only prepared for 3 of my subjects, and i have neglected Chemistry and Econs.
but i believe i can do it=) just have to do my best and i will be happy enough.

2008-08-30T00:04:00.001+08:00

2008-08-16T10:26:00.002+08:00

Well Done Team Singapore! Our Women's Mixed team enters the finals, a garanteed medal about silver placing!

the match was so exciting la, the korean girl was playing defense, always curling the ball, and Feng Tian Wei was so calm and patient. they rallied the ball so many times, and whenever Tian Wei scored my hair will stand haha. check out this video lolx

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=B6TJsyCLpWc

2008-08-08T22:34:00.004+08:00

hey hey yo jason's back to blog yo yo!
It was a fun pre-national day celebration today with 07s201=)

In the morning, we met up for breakfast in WhiteSands Mac before leaving for school.
the national day speech was really screwed by Ester. She was really strict, demanding TOTAL attention to every word that she says=( in the end, we had to stand in attention throughout the whole speech when she repeated it again. WTH

After the morning assembly, the whole class went over to LT4 to watch a malaysian movie Sepet. All I could say was that, i walked out of the LT very much inspired and touched.(lol)
the story was told in such a beautiful and natural way, and the movie left me alot of space to ponder on.
The movie touched on the sensitive issue of racial discrimination in malaysia, and it told a story of a Chinese man and a malay girl who fell in love with each other.

Quoted from a website, it says that "In this movie there will be a moment where you will laugh and there will be a moment when there are tears at the corner of your eyes, your throat feel lumpy and you tried so hard to control your emotion coz you don't want your fellow audience noticed that you are crying when watching a movie."
so true. lol

After the movie, the class went to sentosa for a day at the beach haha

Got me, shuli, douglas, hua cai, zhi guan, edwin, wilson, alvin, kennison, johnathan, josephine, rachel, jasmine, jana, yingzhen and miao ying.

took the monorail from Vivocity, we reached the beach near shangri-la resort (is it siloso beach?)

played volleyball, soccer, captains ball and we had a dip in the sea! drank a couple of mouthfuls of salt water, had a great time playing frisbee in the water and swimming for the first time in 3 years haha. Had dinner at Vivo foodcourt and went home happy!

sounds like a very normal outing? not so, when u are going out with the happiest bunch of ppl u can go out with. god bless 07s201

After the movie, one GP tutor commented that, to be able to laugh at ones own mistake is a feat worth celebrating. It involves a sprinkle of humor, but when I gave serious thought to what he said, it surfaced to me how true it was. I think that people who are afraid to lose and to admit mistakes they commit will never improve. Humility encourages other people to give constructive critique on your doings, and its only in this way where we humans can progress in life.
i really admire those who can laugh at their own mistakes, and i am honored to know some of these people in my class=)

2008-08-04T14:04:00.002+08:00

been a long time since i blogged.
and LOTs of fun stuff happened during this period.
had a chalet with my class after the mid-year exams at pasir ris chalet, and went night cycling with guys and josephine. it was VERY fun, cycling 62.02km in 9hrs from 12am to 9am wahaha.
its nice to feel bonded to a class. even though it may not be the same for the others in my class.
haha. crap. anyway, will be back to blog in even greater detail after... A levels???

2008-06-28T01:27:00.001+08:00

1. jason is da-ge.
2. min is da-sao =x
3. yong is jason and min's daughter.
4. meishan is er-jie
5. gavin is er-jie-fu. =x
6. dazong is the youngest bro,
7. grace is xiao-sao. =x
8. ong is grace and dada's son.
9. i am grace and dada's daughter. ^^

-THE FAMILY TREE-

a tribute to dear Screamer.
U going back to livejournal brings back lots of memories.
I miss my superstar nanny! =)

2008-06-24T19:25:00.001+08:00

2008-06-24T11:14:00.000+08:00

Desperado, why don't you come to your senses?
You been out ridin' fences for so long now
Oh, you're a hard oneBut I know that you got your reasons
These things that are pleasin' youCan hurt you somehow

Don't you draw the queen of diamonds boy
She'll beat you if she's able
You know the queen of hearts is always your best bet
Now it seems to me, some fine things
Have been laid upon your table
But you only want the ones that you can't get

Desperado, oh, you ain't gettin' no younger
Your pain and your hunger, they're drivin' you home
And freedom, oh freedom well, that's just some people talkin'
Your prison is walking through this world all alone

Don't your feet get cold in the winter time?
The sky won't snow and the sun won't shine
It's hard to tell the night time from the day
You're losin' all your highs and lows
Ain't it funny how the feeling goes away?

Desperado, why don't you come to your senses?
Come down from your fences, open the gate
It may be rainin', but there's a rainbow above you
You better let somebody love you
(let sombody love you)
You better let somebody love you
before it's too late

2008-06-22T15:27:00.002+08:00

well, i know u have heard this song and its quite 'old' already!

but, today, when i chanced upon it on youtube again, i had a sudden thought.

As we all know, this song is a cover of the hokkien oldie, and many of us youngsters wouldnt know of this song if Wu Jia Hui didnt sing this song.

i feel that this song is a signal to many youngsters these days, to appreciate the music that our parents or elderly once listened when they we young.

many a times we find the hokkien oldies boring, but did we realli try to enjoy it?

this song let me think that, by trying to understand the music that our parents listen to, we are also trying to understand how our parents think and feel.

age gap or generation gap does exist, but i feel that music gap doesnt exist.

my mom was an avid music lover, and she listens to english oldies, chinese oldies, hokkien oldies as well as modern pop music.

she introduce me to many of her favorite oldies, while i introduce her the best chinese pop music.

now, i love english oldies more than pop. haha

and i feel that i understand my mom more haha

this song by Wu Jia Hui is very nice, attracts many young listeners, i believe Jia Hui will be successful.

all the best WJH! lolx

2008-06-03T21:57:00.005+08:00

yesterday went to sakae sushi at changi airport for cca competition celebrations haha

Mr Gan treated us for buffet=)

first time go sakae sushi sia... haha.. but the food there all quite nice

first time eat wasabi too! walao the smell come out from my nose, super disgusting la!
haha

here are some pictures from jing wei

hope there is bbq party soon?? haha

after the treat, the girls went to T3 to shop, and i left soon to join douglas and edwin for soccer match; Singapore VS Uzbekistan

and we lost=( 3-7

disappointed man

we queued up so long to get the tickets, and..... they disappointed us

but anyway, they did well, and Uzbe...tan was realli superior

seems like a looong long way to World cup?

will post pictures soon

2008-05-27T14:56:00.000+08:00

妈妈，别哭，我去了天堂

作者:雪域天下

妈妈，别哭，我去了天堂,
随着地动山摇的一声巨响,
我看见你跌坐在嘈杂的操场,
撕心裂肺的呼喊还在我的耳旁。

妈妈，别哭，我去了天堂，
漫天的星星可都是你的泪光，
黑夜里我不是孤独的流浪，
同学们手牵手嘶哑地歌唱。

妈妈，别哭，我去了天堂，
老师说那边再没有鸟语花香，
所以我恋恋不舍回头张望，
绿水青山却是一片苍凉。

妈妈，别哭，我去了天堂，
只是我舍不下曾经的梦想，
帮我把漂亮的书包好好收藏，
我听见废墟里姐姐的书声朗朗。

妈，别哭，我去了天堂，
可惜我等不及看到绿色的军装，
我还想写完老师布置的作业，
留恋着黑板、书本和课堂。

妈妈，别哭，我去了天堂，
有灯光生活总就有希望，
睁开眼睛我要看你活得坚强，
你的爱永远把我的路照亮…

2008-05-27T11:32:00.000+08:00

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZjSseUqSI-I

2008-05-19T23:37:00.002+08:00

Went to Raffles Hotel's Jubilee hall to help out in a performance=)
the theatre was very beautiful!!
it was so victorian-style, the lightings and seatings are so cool
and i even got to climb up the ceilings where they get to adjust the lightings on the roof
its so high la, and the passageway was a little shaky.. so exciting

its fun being backstage crew too!
i had to shift boxes on the stage during the performance, and hide behind backdrops and shift them during specific times of the play
at the ending, all the backstage crew had to go out and act cute la haha
cause its a childrens performance
so fun.. then yong sheng so paisei lo, he run out at the wrong time then he act cute two times whereas we all did once only haha..

will post pics another time=)

2008-05-06T22:48:00.003+08:00

yesterday was CCS last debrief.....
not everyone turned up..
but there was alot that i wanted to say to CCS
i wanted to give credit to the props, the music, the lights and the actors..
i wanted to thank them for making this dream come true..
just like wat siew li said, its realli a dream we once didnt dare to make..
i regreted choking on my words when i was given the chance to speak as the actor..
i had alot to say actually, but then.. i cant control my emotions..

We were the super underdogs of the competition..
i guess all the schools were saying "wow! meridian! first time."
we've come this far, i am more than contented; i am glad that i had an unforgettable 18-years-old
no one expected us to even step into the finales.. we were not even an official 'Drama Club'
and we rehearsed only for less than 2 months..

i am happy that i joined CCS in the first place.
i remember coming to MJC open hse 2006, and i saw CCS booth.
it was quite quiet there; and i was attracted by the LWSSOM music lessons they had.
i went over, and Kok Ann and Hui Ping intro me to CCS.
I was telling Yee Chuan, i wanted nothing to do with Drama. i loved music only.
and..... here i am.
its been a short 1 year i had with Chinese Drama.
but i learned quite alot. and i was given so many chances to perform.
i feel soo attached to Arts theatre of Singapore now.
to think that, if i were to make the wrong choice during my cca selection, i wouldnt be who i am today.
CCS changed me.
although i werent close to many of the CCS members, i felt the urge to commit.
all because this was a cca that gave me chances.
come to think of it, the chances were given not because i deserved it, but because there was no choice as our cca had too little Guys..

haha, after spending this 1 year so fruitfully, reality told me many times that there are many things that can only be stored as memories, and nothing more.
After the Debrief, i was trying to take pictures of CCS gathering together in class and working together for the last time carrying the props and costumes around.
but too bad i couldnt upload them onto my blog.
its all in my head now.

cant wait for mr gan's treat.
and ccs bbq perhaps?
haha

2008-05-05T23:45:00.004+08:00

photos that i took last saturday=)

more to come soon!

credits to Hui Ping mama

2008-05-04T00:12:00.002+08:00

today was the Finales of the drama competition=)
reached Ulu Pandan cc quite early in the morning to attend the briefing, then we started to do our make-up and do some last minute practices..
1hr before the actual performance, my mood went really low.. talked to YongSheng about the irritating experience i had, and i was so worried about the whole performance. after last minute make-up, i went into total sadness as i tried to immerse myself into the emotions of my character.
i guess many were finding me quite wierd, cause i was being extremely quiet, ignoring anyone who talks to me.. tears occasionally rolled down, and my eyes was like super red as i prepared to go upstage..
soon, it was our school's turn..
well, i think all of us put in our best effort for this last performance we have.. i am proud of u guys!! we did well, and we made history for our cca=) haha
although we didnt get the top three, we got the "most Creative Play" award, which i tot was very satisfying already!
abruptly, all of us left the place in seperate ways.. the usual group went for dinner, but i didnt manage to join them as i had to remove make-up=( so SIAN
in the end, BJDH peeps met up to go to starbucks for a drink, then i went home halfway to go help my mom=( SIAN
haha today ended quite SIANly..
hope Mr Gan will surprise us with a good dinner treat as a celebration for the competition!
hope i am not dreaming lolx

well, now its the emo part(for me)
and everything's over now..
its been 4 months
non-stop action.. with rehearsals till 9+ at arts theatre for BJDH
and rehearsals till 8+ in school for SMLJ
there isnt a day where i didnt have to worry about rehearsals
and how the hell did i manage to endure it?
all i can say is that its been very fun..
so fun, i cant imagine how sch life will be from tml onwards
no more rehearsals
going home early after school
doing tutorials
back to mugging life....
Chinese drama has been so influential to me....
i learnt ALOT
but i still have ALOT to learn
got to make such good frens, in CCS and BJDH
as well as the fabulous directors that i worked with=)
dunno when will i ever touch chinese drama again lo.......
should be a long time still.. got NS to do...

will post pics next time..
cant wait for siew li and hui ping to send it to me!!

2008-04-20T10:11:00.002+08:00

Yesterday was Chinese Drama Competition!
It was a realli fun day man!
reached school in the morning, and the actors went to the school carpark to 'open' our voices
i think we all accidentally wished the whole pasir ris community a good morning haha
after putting on make-up we took a bus to Ulu Pandan CC
the bus ride was horrendous, i tried to cool myself down and emmerse myself into the character, but in the end i thought of my mom and i became so emotional haha
had a long wait in Ulu Pandan, touching up our make-up and eating Chicken rice(as usual)
1.45 was our performance time
thanks to kok ann who booked out of NS to come and support us=)
WA its nerve-wrecking! before the performance we were in the toilet backstage trying to cool down and get ready, and when it was our turn, i felt so pressurized man!
everyone sacrificed something for this to happen, i didnt want to spoil everything, i have to do my best
and in no time, i was already on the stage.
adrenaline rush! a totally different feeling from Bai Jia Deng Huo!
after the whole performance, i felt so reliefed, like a prisoner out of his cell haha
not so bad la, its very fun minus the stress=)
stayed back with CCS, Kok Ann and BJDH peeps to watch the remaining performances
the rest of the schools were realli good! all the JC's were very competitive
the more we watch, the less confident we became haha

after the whole competition, we went to have dinner together at Suntec City pastamania=)
its feels great to see them again! but jasmine had to leave for home half-way, so tin jun became quite lonely haha
walked over to marina square to have a walk, and when we were outside kbox, siew li received the harsh news...
and she told me too..
and i was disappointed, seriously
was quite emo, but after we played blind mice while walking through marina square, i felt much much better!
Yong Sheng lead siew li, tin jun and me while we closed our eyes
super exciting and scary!
after that we went to esplanade to.. to.. dunno how to say la haha
went there to... sing?
lolx
SUDDENLY, siew li received a good news!
and it made me real happy man! YAY

do i sound like a crazy man?
it was realli a emotional roller-coaster ride for me
the best ride i have ever been on

adding pictures next time
till then, all the best to yong sheng too!

2008-04-05T23:48:00.006+08:00

today went back to Ulu Pandan CC to give Cheryl and Sabrina support=)

it was realli fun, at last seeing those two girls after so long

however, when i reached the theatre, i missed cheryl's performance.

SO SUAY

sorry cheryl! forgive me k? haha i was rushing from the market with Jasmine buying flowers for u guys, thats why i was late

oh ya, the flower auntie in the market nearby was hilarious! she seems to be unable to make up her mind on wat types of flowers she thinks is beautiful, since we asked her for her opinions.

in the end we waited for very long time. we loved the sunflowers, but she insisted that those sunflowers CMI, so in the end we cant be bothered to argue with her, and we bought the flowers 'designed' by her haha

manage to catch Sabrina's performance=)

We saw Liu Lao Shi(rorn) today!

so happi la=) chatted with him for a while, gotten a comfy hug, said goodbye, hope to c him on 19th of april! haha

after watching all the school's performances, me Yong Sheng and Tin Jun went to marina(again..)to have dinner. jasmine couldnt make it as she had to rush home

after dinner at burger king, we went over the the bowling alley for two rounds of bowling haha

super fun!

hope to cya guys soon!!

2008-03-25T21:19:00.003+08:00

so sad, so sad, its a sad sad situation
and its getting more and more absurb

I think this song can describe how i feel now very well..
i got a U for H2 physics..
and i deserved it..
haiz.. i need to spend more time on my studies now..
this whole MBT is a flop for me, but i am already super motivated by the exam to study hard for mid-years le!
hope that this is a good start
i must not flunk my mid-years le
my results for physics dealt me a heavy blow, brought me to my senses
and Chemistry results have yet to come
maths was not good either..
Econs is gone with the wind
maybe the only thing this MBT can give me is motivation;
motivation to study, motivation to be consistent, motivation to be decisive, motivation to make correct choices
maybe THATS the real purpose of MBT? its for me, at least
no failure will bring me down
i am awake now
nothing will stop me from getting my desired grades
A lvls, here i come!!

2008-03-24T20:13:00.002+08:00

today went to sing k!!
its been very long since i went to sing k man=)
its fun singing with them haha
especially when we sing jay chou raps, revvo rap super pro sia!! haha
and its super cheap too; 8 bucks for 2-7pm!
muahahaha.. and they have new songs too
had a great time man
tml will be start of school le.. and it will be 9 intensive weeks of mid-year preparation and drama competition..
lucky i manage to de-stress well during this short break=)
cya all in school tml!!!

2008-03-22T00:21:00.003+08:00

nice day i had spending precious time on my dear bike=)

its been a long time since i biked!!

met up with shu li and alvin at ECP mac before leaving for the journey.

we cycled from ECP to singapore river then we turned back le, cause the bike rental fees will burn shu li's pocket if we were to continue our journey haha.

cycling really lets me destress alot!

the breezes, the passing-by cyclists and pedestrians, the dogs with nice legs and sexy tails(haha), the smiles i gave to nearly everyone i see, the smiles i received in return, everything seem to be so unreal!

so different from the life i had been living the past 3 months

quite unglam!! haha

2008-03-08T17:53:00.002+08:00

hey guys!
i had an undescribable feeling when i saw this video on youtube..
its like.. WTH?
however i found it quite disturbing at the end due to its wth-ness haha

if u have 5 mins and u are so boh-liao, u can watch this video..
its a japan macdonalds advertisment remix lolx

2008-03-05T21:59:00.006+08:00

BJDH has ended.

so were the times we spent in arts theatre and ulu pandan.

the crazy things we did, the funny stuffs we created.

wat do u see in this picture?

there is way too much things that this photo can tell me.

the other 7 ppl should know wat i am talking about.

no holes barred.

no restrictions.

just plain good friendship.

in fact, the best i had.

the holding of hands together

comes just so naturally.

there seems to be a very stong bond.

the gay times we had.

somehow we taught the couple the right way to protect ur mate when it rains and the umbrella is too small.

to others, this might be just one of those badly taken photos.

to me, its like protrait of our connection with the lanterns behind.

no ordinary connection.

something extraordinary.

its when u suddenly believe strongly that collecting 100 lanterns will bring a miracle.

then u know that u have dwelled too deeply in the whole story.

we cried. we laughed.

all of us were great. serious.

city hall mrt. so close to tanjong pagar.

14 stops from pasir ris.

it was once a long ride.

now i wouldnt complain at all.

the 8 of us were brought together by fate.

fate is so great.

its fate that we have to go back to our own lifes now.

but its fate too that we will still keep in close contact.

and fate created the memories we have today.

Yong shern, Siew li, Ya Li, Tin Jun, Jasmine, Oscar, Cheryl,
take care.

2008-02-28T23:58:00.002+08:00

well, the rehearsals are officially over.
its been a puzzling period of time.
i have been tired of rehearsing till so late
but i have been enjoying all the rehearsals we had
all thanks to the 7ppl who made this experience such an exciting one
i agree to jasmine that rehearsals does have its destressing effect!

i will forever never forget the times we spent together,
sitting outside mrt to 'picnic' and chat at 10am=)
going to Lao Pa Sat after rehearsals for supper=)
all the laughter we had during the rehearsals=)
super difficult dance moves we had to learn from Gu Lao Shi=(
trying on the 'perfect' costume=P
singing all the time when we walk home=O
even singing when we step into the trainXl
crying out loud when we were dead serious acting='')
celebrating sabrina's and jasmine's bdaes!
gettin scolded by Liu Lao Shi=X
playing volleyball in the studio with cheryl and sabrina=$
crazying around with Yong Shern! haha

i ever thought of giving up all these, because i thought tat i couldnt handle so much stuffs..
but i was super happy and fortunate that i didnt=)

tml and saturday will be the actual performance!
god bless us

2008-02-19T22:31:00.003+08:00

rehearsals are coming to an end soon..
the times spent at arts theatre are fun..
the ppl are so cool and lovable(haha)

on the other hand, the rehearsals took up alot of my time
4times a wk we have to go for rehearsals, which usually end at around 9.30pm
and the trip home is very long too lolx
i wonder, after the whole performance, will i be super bored?
haha maybe my piling hm wk will spare me my boredom

performance date willl be on 29th feb(its the leap year!) and 1st march, at buona vista,
hope we can put up a super good one, don let our rehearsal times go to waste!

2008-02-06T21:34:00.000+08:00

long time since i posted!

celebrated Sabrina's bdae last friday at arts theatre=)

went to tiong bahru plaza to have dinner first before going to TAPAC,

and siew li didnt manage to come cause she overslept haha.

2008-01-13T23:35:00.000+08:00

i knew i had this coming
yet my faith brought me here
i thought i could handle it
but time has kept me in fear

2008-01-08T19:42:00.000+08:00

how i wish i can stand a few steps away from myself
i need to take a look at me
i dont know me well

things havent been going smoothly

2008-01-01T01:50:00.000+08:00

happy new year everyone ^-^

i had an exciting New Years Eve!

went to Vivo with shu li where ying zhen looked for her expensive hp screen protector worth 18 bucks! haha

it was quite boring there, cause theres nothing to see at Vivo..

then, we three went back to TM where we planned to watch a movie..

lolx we last min decided not to catch one because of the @#$% high price..

then, we went to lan shop where we played CS and had a good trashing and owning time!

Shu Li decided to go city hall with me to watch fireworks after the lan shop closed..

well, the city hall area was not so crowded when we reached there at 10something.. then, we walked all the way to the merlion there, where we watched the fireworks..

this year, we got a super good spot and the fireworks was soo close!

it was also very nice.. the explosions are so strong.. and the fireworks were super colorful haha

shu li expected a SUPER crazy crowd when everyone leave the place, thus we left as soon as the fireworks ended..

but, we still ended up stranded at the anderson bridge haha..

it seemed that no one is able to move, cause anderson bridge was too packed..

then, me and shu li did a crazy thing..

hahaha..

it makes me excited when i think about it lolx..

we climbed though the bridge and ended up on the road!

everyone was like stuck at the pedestrain way..

while me and shu li was walking comfortably on the road..

there are police which prevented ppl from doing tat..

but we dodged them by hiding behind the double-decker bus..

then, we ran all the way to mrt station to catch the late train home..

lolx

exciting rite?

its quite difficult to use words to explain wat we exactly did to climb the bridge..

haha..

well, hope ur imagination will bring u somewhere!

2007-12-28T22:18:00.000+08:00

gone thru the first three days of rehearsal..
lolx all i can say that, on top of all the fun, its TIRING!
all the strctching and warm-ups make my leg muscles sore when i reach home=(
The script's interesting, though..

attended CCS's drama workshop too=)
the first day was quite fun cause we played theatre games..
well, i am struggling with left over hm wk now so,
cya all when sch repoens..

2007-12-24T20:49:00.000+08:00

hey guess wat??
2007 going to be over!!

duh....

and Christmas is just around the corner!

Today's Christmas Eve, and i went back to TAPAC for the 2nd audition for the show..
and guess wat again??
i passed the 2nd audition and ended up in the show!!

duh..

both issues.. made me think alot...

i cant bear to leave 2007.. but at the same time i cant wait for 2008

i am happy that i passed the audition and have another performance chance, but at the same time i am super worried about time management next year

lets chance topic man.. this is so.. so.. bothering...

went to plaza Sing to watch Alvin and the Chipmunks with shu li and edwin last saturday=)
it was an average movie; i give it 3 stars ba..
but i realli like the songs they sung.. super cool!
and the chipmunks were cute!
the storyline was rather.. expectable..

a movie once in a while is real fun!
its been 5-6months since i caught one..
i guess christmas is realli a last excuse for everyone(excluding the nerds) to slack and have fun before a hellya time comes in 2008..
so, i wish everyone a happy and merry christmas k=)
have fun!

seek and u will find
ask and u will be given
with faith, nothing is impossible